ignorance, utter blindness...maybe thats bliss...

when too much of your time is spent thinking how you could get by without anyone else, then maybe you'd understand where im at...i dont want sympathy, i just want to write, for the sake of saying maybe what i need to but have no real person to listen...hard to say, im so unsure of so much anyways...id like something good to read, if anyone has ideas, please fill me in.

the change that happens in all life, seems to be just that much faster than me.

if you get the chance, listen to something soft, soothing, and entirely beautiful...whether its a song, or anything you choose, and really listen to it. and take the feeling it leaves you with.

infomercials (Cheese Nips thoughts?)

all that a celebrity endorcing and showing up to promote a product on an infomercial does is show that anyone (meaning the people who arent famous but are still on the comercial) can act as well as any celebrity when it comes to getting paid to endorce something.

Brain movement.

ever sneeze so hard it hurt your neck? well it just happened, i laughed but also realized that it made me feel stupid for having it happen...dont ask why, i couldnt explain.

Cellar Door.

I woke to rain today...felt compelled to go out in it, did so in a t-shirt...and i was enthralled by the whole experience...rain itself is old news, but todays rain...im gonna keep it in my mind...its all i have right now anyway...send me an email or something...ill answer...

-Alter Ego.

Death is a bitch

One of the things that most any guy ever wants to do if there were no consiquenses (ie; death), is to get in a shootout with a bunch of other people, reckless gun firing in an everyday situation gone wrong...

i should probably find people to talk to... o.O

Coffee thoughts.

It was weird, i had somehow gotten to thinking about how womens periods can end up becoming the same between a group of women if they spend enough time with each other, and then if you work with a group of women and because they only see each other at work, their periods wouldnt be quite the same but might be closer than usual...so it could end up being the span of maybe a whole month where at work there is at least one woman on her period, which could end up being a bad month for all the men who happen to work there...and then i got to thinking if female humans and female cats could share the same period...and then i wondered why i was thinking about cat periods, and moved on...im starting to run out of things to do around the house each day, and thats not good...ill keep up to date on my thoughts soon guys and ladys

-Alter Ego